Yek dAstAn az 1999.

hamun miz, hamun nassimeh bahareee ba hamun sedayeh ab va hamun ehssassehyakh kardaneh royeh muhayeh poshteh kenareh dast. asheh parvin khanumambehhamun ghaliziyeh, tanha cheezee keh hamun nist, hesseh khoshee hast kehba nigah kardaneh beh varaghehayeh naghasheem behem midad,......emroozhamaro roo computeram too mashinam gozashtam vakhtee piadeh shodam, umadamasstinamo ta konam beda bala keh hamun nassimeh bahareee zad zireh hameyehvaragheham va tu yeki az in khiabunayeh far-eeyeh westwood BLVD hamaropakhsho pala kard. duneh duneh yeh karamo nigah dashteh budam, masalan bayeh khodkareh talA zireh har kudumeshuno commentary neveshteh budam, dorostbeh sabkeh leonardo:0))) dussseshun dashtam, karayeh kucheek budand, bishtarzanhayeh lokht az rooyeh tarh hayeh mokhtalefi keh osstad peyman har ruuzbehem mideh. dusseshun dashtam yeh jurayee, mikhasstam yeh cheezee dorostkonam keh hamashuno nigah daram tush keh vakhtee keh bozorgshodam...:0)))))) betunam hanuz dashteh bashameshun,.......hamashraft,...beh ghadreee narahat shodam keh hatta bad az inkeh chand tashuno azru zamin vardashtam neshesstam dobareh too mashino beheshun negahkardam,...tA khordegeehayeh kuchulu,.......az hich cheezee bishtar az takhordegeehayeh kuchulu beezar nistam tu zendegi,....chera? mageh hameyehzendegiyeh mano ta khordegeehayeh kuchulu tashkil nemidand? pass chera inhameh vassvass? hamaro dobareh ba bee rahmeeyeh tamam rikhtam dobarehvassteh hamun khiabun! mesleh inkeh hame cheezamo azam gereftehbudan,.....hameh cheezam khob azam gerefteh shodeh bud,...ba yeh bad, ba yehbadeh bahari:0) pisheh khodam tA khodeh sandevich furusheeyeh attary fekrkardam, tamameh 4 daghigheh o nimesho! ta touleh rah, hbeh joz kharabshodegeeha sareh raham cheezee nadidam, mashinee keh kenaram park shodehbud, poshtesh cheghadr bad jur khordeh bud beh yeh masheeneh digeh,in,...un,...har chee keh dorovaram didam hmash sadameh khordegi ha bud, chehjaleb.......pisheh khodam fekr kardam,...cheh jaleb keh tu yeh lahzeh inhameh tarzeh dido fekram avaz shod va khod beh kkhod joz kharab shodegee hava az beyn raftegi ha cheezee digeh natunesstam bebeeenam. pisheh khodamsayee kardam keh yeh cheezeee tu hameyeh inha peyda konam beh behem energyyeh ino bedeh keh betunam faghat beram tu attary besheeenamo bar nagardamkhuneh.nemidunam khodamo akhar ghaneh kardam ya na,.....vali beh khodam goftam kehhameyeh ina tuyeh khodeh maneh, hameyeh ina az khodeh man miad,....chehruuzhayee keh nayumadeh hanuz va cheh karhayee keh hanuz tamum nashodeh. behroozeh ghablam tu studio fekr kardam,.......cheghadr khub keh injureehameyeh karayee keh kardeh budam az beyn raft, vahshatnak tareen kar barayehyeh naghash vakhteeyeh keh osstad beh hameyeh un rizekareehayee keh kardionakardee negahee mikoneo migeh pAkesh konid! hatta nemizareh khodet in karobekonee, dasstmaleh khasheneto var midareo hameyeh bumo dobareh sefisokassif mikoneh. az donia seer mishee,.......va barayeh man, cheh barehavaleh khuubi, cheh dassti behtar az dasteh yeh nassimeh baharee keh hameyehkaramo azam begeereh va begeh dobareh? khoshhal shodam,....yeho yeh shureebarayeh yeh cheezeee tu delam pyda kardam,.....kheyli khoshhal shodam.
do jaleseh pish avalin kareh rangeh roghanamo beh tamameh manA sh shurukardam. dafehateh pish, karhayeh khodam ham roghan bud, vali hameesheh bayeh rang, ghahveyeee yeh sukhteh. tarzo sheeveyeh khodam ro ham bekarmipordam, ba rangeh roghan tarahee mikardam jayeh rang zadan, layeh hayehkheyli raghigh, kheyli khoshk, khyli kam, rooyeh hamdigeh, yeki bad az yeki,engar keh medad kar mikonam jayeh rangeh roghan. sujeyee ro ham keh shuurukardam beh vahshatnakeeyeh khodeh sabk bud. yeh aksseh goldun ba yeh moshtgoleh rangarang. az in vahshatnaktaro bee mani tar mageh misheh naghasheee?az hamun sAateh avvalesh azA gerefteh budam. in ranga yeki bad az yeki digehmiraft rouyeh bumo har sanieh kAro vahshatnaktar mikard. adam mituneh inhameh rango bardareh bezareh ru ghalamo bemaleh beh bum? dastam ham mAlehkhodam nabud, digeh dashtam gereyh mikardam. har kee miumad yeh nigaheemindakht migoft,...ohhh, goooooodddd, gooood jobbb,......az in commenthavahshatnak tar? mikhasstam begam beheshun licheh kassifeh ko,ssteh madarehshoma ham bar labAneh khod va khAharetun! vali jash ba cheshmayeh geryun olabayeh nimeh khandun beheshun vahshatzadeh nigah mikardam. khodA ro shokrkeh hamisheh chanda az aksshayeh karhayeh khodam hamisheh pisham hasst.barghee beh har bahaneyee dareshun miaramo mizarameshunjeloshoooon,....complimAneh vagheyee vakkhtee hasst keh dahaneshun vamimuneh va beh khodeshun in ejazaro nemidan keh hatta began ohhh gooooooddd,gooodd joooobb,,.....unjasst keh labkhandeh vahshatnakam tabdil beh yeh nopusskhandeh Gag-i misheh:0)ruzeh avalesh vali vaghean ba cheshmayeh geryun raftam khuneh. bad az studioraftam ghanari neshesstamo ta tunesstam ba hamun medad ruu badanAyeh khodamkar kardam, kami behem aramesh dad. vali un rangayeh goh o karee keh engaryeh bacheyeh shish saleh anjam dadeh ta khodeh zireh lahafam donbalamumad!!!fekr konam hatta natunessstam un shab ba khodam var beram,...cheezeevasseh birun umadan nabud :)vali harfayeh in baba osstad peymad dar eyneh hal tu guusham bud. bavaretmisheh dafeh pish jayeh osstad behesh goftam uussstA?LLLOOOLLLbeh khoda,....akheh baram yekio ostad seda kardan kheyli sakhteh, ta halanakardam inkaro aslan tassalot beh in kalameh nadaram, shayad tu fekre samadbudam nemidunam vali yeho dad zadam vassateh studio goftam usssA yeh lahzehlotfan!!!!in uusssA yeh ma, ruzeh avval keh ma in naghasheero rangasho shuru kardeeem,vakhteh khuneh raftan keh ressid too daftaresh azam posssed keh nazaretcheeyeh? chee fekr mikoneee? manam aslan namardee nakardam, ta mitunesstamdelamo khali kardam. digeh nazdik bud Gagliostro ro unleash konamo bezaramaslan un sohbat koneh jayeh khodam,...bad bakhteeeo tensity_o assabani budanaz cheshmam birun mizad!!!!aval yeh labkhand zad, yeh labkhandeh kheyli ajibghareeeb, yeh jurayee engar ziadee khoshhal shod. bad khoshhalisho tashreehkard. goft keh kamtar kasssi bad az shuru-eh kareh avalesh hamcheen halateeebehesh dassst mideh. man khodam avalin karamo keh shuru kardam mareeezshodam,marizam kard, oftadam, dashtam az beyn miraftam,.......in neshunmideh keh shoma ba vujudetun kar mikoneeed, ba assAbetun kar mikoneeed, batak takeh selul hayeh badanetun,........in neshun dahandeyeh ineh keh shomahonarmandeh bessiar khubee khaheed shod!!!!!mikhasstam bezanam tusareshshshshs!!!!!!
ruzeh badesh keh diruz bud, kalleh sahar baz khodamo jeloyeh in bumehvahshatnak peyda kardam. ranga hanuz beh hamun vahsheee yee behhem nigahmikardano behem mikkhandidan. ba nahayateh beeesharmeee o bee khialeee vapor ruuuyeee baz neshesstam jelsoh. sepideh dokhtareh keh kenaram ruuyehziba tareen assbha kar mikard baz shuuru kard beh in bumeh lanati nigahkardan,.....ozA tense taram bud, chon dagheeghan rafteh bud khanum tukalleyeh shahin agha va saligheyeh ishun ro dozdideh bud va rafteh budkhareed va dagheeghan lebasseeero pusheedeh bud keh agha shahinkhoshkhoshanesh misheh vakhtee mibinatesh. yeh pirhaneh sefido sadeh,crisp,.....yeh damaneh khakesstaree, az un jensseh gangsterhayeh 1930,kehkhat khatayeh sefeeedtar ruuush kassst, ba jurab hayeh nyloniyeh siah kehazolehayeh poshteh payeh khanum ro hessabee gaz zadani kardeh budand!nemidunam vazeh in hamkelassiyeh ma tense tar kardeh bud halo ahvaleh maroya in bumeh madar beh khatA! khoda ro shokr keh in jakesh shohardareh,....digeh halam beham khodeh az zaneh shohar dar!!!!dardeh sareshun vamuzi gareeshun az har jakesheh digeyeee bishtareh,...manam beh andazeh kafeejayeh danduno gaz poshteh gusham daram keh do bar rajeh beh yeh cheezeeefekr konam!!!!!!ineh keh hessabee zadam poshtesho shuru kardam beh hamungohee keh jalesseh ghablesh mikhordam!!!!!yeh etefaghatee belekhareh bad azchand saat oftad!!!style, aslan style man nabud, vali kam kam aghallan dasstmaleh khodam shodeh bud, yeh jurayee hamun karayee ro mikardam keh khodambahashun un ashnayee yeh hezar salaro dashtam. badam nayumad akharesh azhamash. kar ziad dareh hanuz, valikollan badam nayumad!akhareh kellasss usssA baz umad vayssstad jeloyeh in kareh bacheguneyeh ma.kar hayeh digaran ro mididam, va beh khodam migoftam hishkudum az in olaghaaslan controli beh shiveyeh kareshun nadaran, hich kuduk karayee ro kehmistunam bekonamofekr nemikonam tavanayeesho dashteh bashand, vali ba inhal,...faghat kolayeh man passeh marekeh bud. faghat in bumeh naghasheeeyehman.nigash mikardam, zol zadeh budam tu cheshash, faghatzol mizad behnaghasheeeyeh man,....bad az chandee zol zadanash beh surateh manam yehdassti mizado dobareh mirafdt ru bum. porseed azam chee fekr mikonam,....taumadam javabesho bedam, yeh soal umad tu saram keh ba nahayateh bee adabijayeh javabesh azash porsseeedam. ostad,...chera mikhandddid?????????bedune talaf kardaneh vakhtee va ba nahayateh meyl, goft, tA behal kassironadashtam keh ba avvalin karesh hamcheen esstedadi ro neshun bedeh eh man,tu karesh nahayateh tassallot ro neshun bedeh. barikallah,....sad afarin!!!
khandam gerefteh bud,.....areh,...baz mikhasstam bezanam tu saresh!!!!